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#17 Off the Chest Chapter 2

Hey, so since I'm all angry and all this seemed good a time as any to talk about it in an off the chest kinda way so here we go...
So, never really understood what makes people think the decisions they take out of anger could be any good. I mean yeah ...some might be but why do they believe in their decisions so much more when they're angry? Like ...I WANT IT NOW AND I'M WILLING TO KILL FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!..... now under normal circumstances you'd know of the obvious flaw in that statement but when you're angry then... oh boy ! that might sound like the best thing to say. I mean I know you're angry and probably hurting and shit but at least try to think. I know you can't think much further but you know the consequences can't be any good unless you're fighting an intergalactic tyrant and are in rage mode. And if that is the case then.... fuckin kill that mofo with all the angry decisions you can take. Hell, you can explode along with 'em. But on the realistic side, not that I'm saying being able to fight an intergalactic tyrant in rage mode is not realistic but .... you know for the ...lets say muggles, most people couldn't give any less a damn about why you're doing and are mostly focused on what you're doing and how its affecting them and that usually is not a good affect you're doing.
And while we're changing the subject because well, the anger kinda subdues after a while....can't help it.... but we all know that there are some really piece of shits who have become parents, because well... the road to parenthood is really...Really.....REALLY ....popular among mankind and a quite lot other species. Now I'm not holding shit against my folks 'cause they might have a lot of practical flaws in their parenting techniques and humanizing techniques or being human all together sometimes- shots fired- but they aren't all that bad. Best parents in the world? Nya.... like by a long shot.... most understanding folks? Nope..lol... Can I share my problems with them? Get outta here dude!.... but still won't consider them the kind of piece of shit that I'm gonna talk about, although ... thats a lot of shots fired here lol. You know those kinda parents who think their children are their slaves or personal property or something along those line. But the world would entitle them to be the same as all the other parents because, well the minimum requirements' kinda obvious and no matter what shit they pull everyone will always say they'll come along, because apparently parents are magically supposed to do that. I mean just the statement..."We know that MOST parents love their children...." would give out those eyes like the alternate is not possible. Yeah I know we've all become so used to that, parents just unconditionally loving their children for one reason or the other, that we can't even imagine or even think the negation to that is possible.
You know when I started this post I really thought this one would be longer, but you know....Peace out!!
-Beep_ish

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