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#15 The note to self thingy

Yeah... I don't know if I spoke of it but this seemed interesting so here we go.... Yeah... remember all that "was never prodigious" and shit...well maybe you just might be...its just that you lose the drive to do the shit.... But when you get the drive then..... Ohh hooooou brother 20180408.0612 Realizing you're the only one with a fucked up brain that does some bizarre and fairly creepy stuff is something I'm getting used to. Like things I think are normal when seen from somebody else's perspectives are not normal dude... Trust me on this. Use that different perspective thingy before saying something out loud. 20180408.0738 Things happen for no reason at all, randomly... but they create opportunities and you learn from those opportunities, even the missed ones. The question is...can you recognize that opportunity when it matters the most. 20180409.0238 So apparently I treat everyone I'm in a more friendlier term with, like the boys.... And don...

#14 Looked for the Answer

So, maybe all the weird feeling I've been getting lately might be because I guess I've grown tired of understanding.... like I don't wanna be the understanding guy anymore.... anyone wanna tag in? none? Okay..... But I never guessed I'd get tired of it. I mean it seemed so easy... just listen... understand....process....listen to the next one....understand...process....on and on until you have all the available info and understand the situation. And even update and maintain that understanding with the new stuff... yeah...trust me that sounded a lot simpler while doing it... But it got tiring. So tiring that its not even funny, and trust me something getting tiring is damn funny.. either that or ...yup that's weird. But, don't know why it took this long to figure out that I was just tired of it. And oddly the answer just popped up just randomly... which...well I ain't mad about it but...like...wew. Wow, this is really starting to turn into those types of blog...