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#8 Random Rant?

Well, as you might have noticed this blog's only updated when I have to say something to certain somebodies that I probably will never tell them. Mostly because I'm unconfident...inconfident?....not confident enough(no autocorrect here folks) to form sentences while talking to scary looking people(I'm looking at you mom) but well you know there's a slight chance that after my obviously nearing assassination the people mentioned WILL get their nosy asses here one way or the other so well here it is.
                       You don't really HAVE to force someone to be responsible for every mistakes, or ever time you feel a bit salty you don't have to force yourself to say that a certain person is the asshole behind it.... because most of the times we're all our own assholes. There's no harm in accepting it. That saltiness you feel in your eyes, well guess what it's most probably you fault. I mean the thing freezing that cold heart is probably melting or something and even though its not usually sea water that freezes...well guess what it just might be....? And no, I'm not even trying to make no sense, this is just Think Once Write Direct(TORD) thingy.....which is something totally made up but...I'll try to make it a thing so hear me out here.
                                               Maybe the people you are angry about being a bit unsocial or selfish also have their own shits to deal with that they feel is more important than having to deal with yours. And knowing your standards for tragedies, they probably are. And now they don't have to treat you with the amount of respect that you feel you deserve, and considering the shits you talk about them behind their back, you probably don't deserve it either. And no, I don't care if you "don't have to talk behind their backs" or if you really could "tell it to their face", you haven't done it and probably never will so, there's that. And yeah, I'm gonna state the obvious here but, you can't decide who a person really is inside until you look through their perspective and NO... I don't mean through your shitty POV thingy you do...it's completely biased and has nothing but you kissing your own ass, so no. So, okay if what a person is doing is not pleasing you or they don't realize how much you've helped them- willing or unwillingly- it's okay, I mean atleast be happy that you were actually able to help a being who isn't you for a change... I mean its considerably a better  feeling than well....doing what you're doing atleast. Well we out.
-Mantox
#thatsright
#thatsaboutit 

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