So, yeah back here again I guess. I don't know what's going on through this head, but I guess I just wanna quit. No, not in a suicidal way, definitely not that. But I guess I'm just done. Just one more of these shit and I'll be done and gone. Yeah I know, my problem isn't even a spec of what others go through. I'm not the only one. Or people have it worse. All that. Well, all that. Yes, it's been a long time. And it's not even like I'm not loved or anything like that here. But, I guess it's not worth it anymore. It's not worth trying anymore. I know. Much vague. Very wow. But hopefully, future me will figure this shit out. Won't be surprised if he hasn't tbh. But heck, here we are. Normally these thoughts calm down and vanish by the time I get to this much part of this stuff, but I'm still typing. So, rant mode Gear Secondo. Sometimes I wonder why I do all this stuff. Not even sure if I'm doing these for the right reason o...