Maybe it was obvious from all these post but to come straight to the point I'm mostly just depressed and sad and lonely. Even when surrounded by people who... as a matter of fact are really close to the heart but still there's always this loneliness.. And nothing seemed to be able to do anything about that until that one person came in to my life. Well she was well that person that made the loneliness go away. Like I've never felt any loneliness when I'm with her and believe me I always feel lonely. So when I'm sad or depressed or just need that person just meet her... I try to. But sadly it seem she just ain't got the time. Yeah we talk about our future together and all those stuff...but she just seem to not have time for me and well me being pessimistically paranoid go on to go all those thought process that'd make me cry. And that's like every other day. Yup that one person who could make all that loneliness go away doesn't have time to be with m...